urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jello_has_water i only have white jello_has_water 2005-11-18T04:40:22Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jello_has_water:1339 2005-11-18T04:40:22Z 2005-11-18T04:40:22Z obstacle 1 what should i do?<br />so confused and bored all at the same time<br />cant think<br />horny<br />and well yea<br />help me think of something<br />i need to do something<br />new....<br />well yea<br />y was i given such a boring lonely life<br />im so lonely<br />so grey<br />well yea<br />ee ya kiddies!<br />^__^ urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jello_has_water:1166 2005-11-14T05:15:14Z 2005-11-14T05:15:14Z none .... its so queit well......<br />i think i forgot<br />you know......<br />that feeling when your happy and your not alone<br />im not so sure if i should go on like nothing happened<br />what happened?<br />everything was so good<br />it all fell apart and now im all alone again<br />is it that maybe it will come back together next year<br />i cant wait that long<br />i might be gone by that time and different<br />i should talk more<br />or....<br />idk<br />this sucks<br />i hate him and her<br />y are they doing this to me?<br />i thought they loved me<br />maybe they'll remember!<br />hopefully<br />cuz i am not happy<br />so yea<br />so stressed out <br />i hate it<br />but yea..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jello_has_water:942 2005-11-04T05:33:12Z 2005-11-04T05:33:12Z time is running out dont you just hate it when you spend so much time with someone and the way they say goodbye is by not saying it.<br />that is the worst most rudest thing and i just hate it..<br />that S.O.B. i am so pissed right now<br />how dare u do that!!!!!!!!<br />wtf <br />all i do is cry for this bastard and in the end these tears give me nothing <br />dont ever cry for someone<br />this gives you nothing , this solves nothing!<br />fear and pain is all i can feel these moments these minutes of silence and so solemn<br />you say u love, care about someone yet in the end you only treat them like shit you asshole<br />if you say something you have to mean it<br />you have to feel it and watch it <br />you can be freed by this feeling , it leaves you speechless<br />y lie , hide , and spit on what you have said<br />the pain im marked with is just unexplainable<br />i feel soo .....<br />crap , tell me how to forget...show me<br />do anything to teach me this that for some reason i cannot seem to reach or ......<br />tell me what there is to do when your heart has stopped pumping blood , when it has been emptied out and thrown out as if it has lost its purpose , role<br />nothing can fix me .... but maybe seeing your laughter .... your smile i can finally sleep .... stop the tears from flowin<br />please<br />i only ask of you one thing<br />say hello say goodbye<br />anything to know that your alive<br />please.....................<br />im dying help<br />only you can save me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jello_has_water:570 2005-10-27T00:39:39Z 2005-10-27T00:39:39Z around the world (lalalala) Wow i am so bored<br />and i am waiting......<br />for what you may ask?<br />i cant tell<br />cuz i dont know<br />lol ugh i need a life<br />help me<br />im bored too <br />so yea<br />hmm....ok then<br />yea<br />jello_has_water "out" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:jello_has_water:480 2005-10-26T02:37:49Z 2005-10-26T02:37:49Z i dont know what to do<br />so lost and afraid<br />help me<br />well anyway yea im like bored and i have nothing to do <br />things can get weird sometimes<br />did you know that?<br />i did<br />i go through it alot which is annoying<br />but yea<br />crying